I Love You But A Poem
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Posted:May 11, 2020 6:54 pm
Last Updated:May 18, 2020 10:45 pm
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How many times Are you going to tell me That I am not enough Before I believe it With my whole heart?
Each time you say I love you but...
My heart blocks out That qualifier If it is Just As a friend Because we became lovers.
Each time you say I love you but... My heart does not hear That other part That you are not in love.
I know deep down What all this means You find me missing Something that I can't change. Or at least not easily.
I will hear your words eventually. Maybe then I will be the one Who can match you word for word I love you but I am not in love But in my case It will be with The added caveat Anymore.
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Unconventional And Misunderstood A Poem
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Posted:May 11, 2020 6:40 pm
Last Updated:May 13, 2020 7:40 pm
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Unconventional That is the word for me. I am not like other people In a whole host of categories.
I don't belong To many groups. I for the most part Keep to myself.
I don't want to open Myself up For judgement And ridicule. I am not a fan Of the comedy Of Don Rickles. Although I hear He was a good friend To those he knew well.
Folks that get to know me Once I let my guard down They either love me For my foibles And naivety. I ask many questions Some answers may be Obvious to most But I sometimes miss The contemporary boat. Culture can be a devil To keep up with With modern day Social media.
There are things I am not proud of That make me feel So very inferior But I should not have to Wear that label Hence the word I would rather Be associated with Unconventional.
I need self confidence Because while I know I don't fit the mold Of a successful woman. I should take hold Of the fact That I may always Be misunderstood By folks that are less Than open minded And only care About the superficial.
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My Melancholy Predicament. A Poem
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Posted:May 10, 2020 1:10 am
Last Updated:May 11, 2020 6:17 pm
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I am feeling the melancholy. It washes over me. I am alone once again. Wishing I was with somebody.
I have a few guys in mind Who could fit the bill So to speak Each one has traits That are unique. I see the good in them They form my memories.
And then reality intervenes. They could be with me But they chose not to They may give Me the time of day Make that a few moments. Then they go away Leaving me once again Which brings me to the present And my melancholy predicament.
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Longed For His Text A Poem
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Posted:May 8, 2020 9:08 pm
Last Updated:May 10, 2020 12:57 am
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He says it is on! Tomorrow he wants To be with me. How I have longed To read those words In a text. It has been weeks! I am not exaggerating.
I told him earlier this week When he sees me again I want him to be Forceful with me. You see It was how he was When we met On our second date. He grabbed my head And kissed me. Pulling my hair a little But still gently. It told me in actions How much he Wanted and desired me How he hungered For my touch And kisses.
I want him To be the guy That he was then. But also the guy Who he is now. The one who knows The pleasure That can come. How I give and give To make him feel Ever so good The best that I possibly can.
But there is always more Where that came from! Especially in the morning If he stays the night. Which I am hoping Will be the case As I want to see his Sleeping face. I want to feel his furry legs And his furry chest.
All this goes through my head With the texts he sent That he wants to see me Tomorrow night. How am I going to sleep? My dreams will be vivid If they depict his And my past actions. And what I want to experience As an encore And so much more.
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A Mother's Day Distraction A Poem
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Posted:May 6, 2020 11:05 pm
Last Updated:May 7, 2020 6:16 pm
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We are both motherless. Neither one has . Should I make the suggestion We spend the upcoming Weekend together Knowing it's importance?
Ah, yes Mother's Day. A day I will ever feel sad And inadequate. Would that someone Could make me forget that I lack. Would that I could revel In a lovemaking rendezvous With the man of my dreams Who is the aforementioned one But he is not aware Of his singularity In that regard.
But he does care And I know that time Spent together always Leaves me wanting more Thoughts of him linger on Long after he is gone.
A distraction could be had If we can manage To make it happen. His kisses and touch A welcome addition To a day that otherwise I would feel so bereft. Thinking only of what I lost and lack. Together he and I can Make time pass.
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Adrift For Words A Poem
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Posted:May 2, 2020 3:13 pm
Last Updated:May 6, 2020 10:55 pm
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I almost wanted cry He mentioned my writing Some serious poetry If we were go do A thing we once Dreamt about Sailing on his sail boat.
I have lost my voice. It has been overwhelmed. My thoughts taken over By the sadness that surrounds Nearly everyone. Yes, there are glimmers of hope But they are not on The tip of my tongue.
Folks keep mentioning It will come around again. Words will flow. Just start slow. Maybe use that habit Of brainstorming. Take one word And work outward. How rudimentary. How weak I must seem To have to go back to this It is so elementary. But I get it. Like a person rehabbing From an accident. One step, yes one step Then another Until I get back To where I once was.
And if I ever do go sailing I might not think of writing I might just take it in Savor the moment.
Does it always have be About my accounting? I have taken That by choice. No one has demanded My voice. It was my self expression My presentation And representation Of the world. But wouldn't it be nice no longer be adrift? Adrift for words.
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I Hope The Future Has This In Store A Poem
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Posted:Apr 6, 2020 12:03 am
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2020 6:08 pm
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You called me on the phone. I almost talked your ear off. It was so nice hearing your voice That accent of yours Sing songy Maine like That I have come adore.
We texted throughout American Idol Like we did a few times before. I commented that it was like Spending an evening together. It reminded me of our exchanges When we texted about our Beloved Bruins games. Boy I sure do miss them!
I know you have not been Feeling the best with some pain In your back and hip You seem to think You are on the mend. That cannot come soon enough. Because then you might Have the desire and energy To travel all the way To see me again. Yes indeed you could Make the trip!
We could do our thing. In person. Relax and have a meal Usually pizza Although I might entice you To get Chinese food. I might say let's do it Because I want us to Have this memory. I want us to read our fortunes. Maybe it will seem Like divine wisdom. Like the day one told me About KMS and boy was that timely After so many rants I had posted ON social media. It meant to keep mouth shut. I laughed so hard But it did not shut me up .
Then we would continue on With other items Things that we have missed. OH boy have I! The last time seems ages ago At least a month or so. At least it was near the best Of any of our encounters. We both agreed I would love an encore Or two or three !
You see what you do to me ? You make want more. I wish and hope that The future has that in store!
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Practicality And Dreams A Poem
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Posted:Apr 4, 2020 11:37 pm
Last Updated:Apr 6, 2020 7:49 pm
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It is still a day ponder It is still a day wonder While we have a mind While we have the time.
There are things that are Less important Depending on what Is happening. Our bodily needs Our health in general Come first For without their success We are inevitably a mess.
And so I know That I can think of you. Whoever you may be My ideal man My ideal mate The man of my dreams I can think of you Until reality becomes harsh And intervenes.
So practical of me have my priorities straight know there are times When dreams and desires Are be held in abeyance. Hopefully this delay Is just temporary. And I can get back the business Of dreaming in earnest.
Today is one of those days Where I can dream Of my ideal man And he can bring By way of happiness And satisfaction.
But first I will Google Some porn on the internet For while dreams And visions in my head Can sometimes do the trick A little stimulation can help With one of those needs That were aforementioned.
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Differences A Poem
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Posted:Apr 4, 2020 2:05 am
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2020 6:45 pm
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Differences
I heard an angelic voice I saw a gorgeous woman On a barren landscape. I thought how magnificent To be so combined In a music video.
Yet the voice did not belong To that gorgeous woman She was just a vision Just eye candy While the voice singing Was from an altogether different Less standardized version Of beauty.
I can appreciate the differences I can see and hear I can teach myself That each has worth. Woman are not just Their appearance. Pardon my wanting Everything in one package.
If I had to choose I am not even sure Which one I would Except that voice might be My calling And my passion My gift to the world.
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To Seek, To Seek A Poem
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Posted:Apr 2, 2020 11:59 pm
Last Updated:Apr 5, 2020 9:33 pm
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I have in my heart An aspiration One that loves It's very notion. To seek, to seek It's love object!
Would that I could Live with such a thought Have it at the ready More often than not. Let thoughts that are negative And the opposite Subside like a summer rain. And have the positive Be ready to take charge Once again!!
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Perpetual Optimism And Love A Poem
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Posted:Apr 1, 2020 10:52 pm
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2020 2:02 am
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I almost said the heck with love! I was almost at the point Of giving up! But then I happened upon His words. And my sense of purpose Was restored!
He said that perpetual optimism Is a force multiplier. Indeed when I thought of it It could be true It worked if you worked it Much like a twelve step program. Not that I had to do that many steps I just had to change my mindset.
So while I have been down on love, Like a half empty glass or bowl I just had to rearrange the thought And see It was also half full!
No need to always be negative. In fact it hurts your very being. It has been shown to affect Your brain chemistry. So enough of that doom and gloom Reverse that way of thinking!
Being positive is not just an RH factor Although it can be seen as Life saving and necessary. Being positive gets your motor running And is like the fuel for action.
Love feeds upon itself, It is a greedy little non devil. It nourishes a spirit Like nothing else.
It is said love is all we need. But that is being too simple. We need to eat and breathe. But love makes even those activities, Seem much less mundane.
I will find love! Or it will find me ! I will remain positive That what I offer to the world Will be appreciated By someone, somehow, some way!
Optimism will be a a key! It will open the door So to speak. It will gain me entry! And perhaps it will Lead me to the one Whose love I seek. And who can in turn Love me !
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An Unfinished Poem A Poem
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Posted:Apr 1, 2020 10:49 pm
Last Updated:Apr 2, 2020 12:56 am
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A memory came up On a social media site. It was an unfinished poem From four years ago. It was rather long already I did not think it needed Too much to make it Ready for others to view. It was already quite thoughtful.
I wondered if I had sent A version of it through To another website or two. But I did not have a title Only words that might Stand out. And boy were they good. Perpetual optimism And force magnifier As well as sense of purpose.
I wonder if I should just Let the version stand And release it to the wind If it had a prior release Would it be that much Of a bad thing? It might just show that My memory is dim.
The message The message Indeed it was deep At least to me. Perhaps someone Could appreciate it And see the way I think Perhaps they can relate To my words And what they mean.
And so voila! I will commence! Look for it To be forthcoming! And if you ever saw A version of it before Please tell me.
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Curious How You Think A Poem
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Posted:Mar 30, 2020 2:00 am
Last Updated:Apr 1, 2020 10:29 pm
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It is the thoughtfulness. I so appreciate it. Texting me Good Morning Or Good Evening. Asking me how I am doing.
I do send my share of them Initiating as much as receiving. It is just how I think I wonder about so many Each and every day. Hoping they are doing okay.
As long as I am able I will probably do this My way of staying connected In some fashion Albeit not as personal As seeing and chatting In real life And in person.
How do you feel About such pleasantries? Do you think them Just a quaint notion And unnecessary? Do you feel like this Conversation and chatting Is a good thing? I am truly curious How you think.
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