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Ramblings of a sexy housewife...
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funny but not funny..
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Posted:Dec 5, 2005 12:47 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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ok.. i got a lil story for u.. plz laugh or dont laugh as much as u wish.. the joke is on me i guess..
My has this aquarium full of Florida Hairless Rats.. one tank had 4 half grown babies and the daddy and the other tank had mommy and 10 partly grown babies..well a couple days ago my had forgotten about his pets.. and i noticed when i looked in on them from a great distance that the water bottle was empty... on closer inspection i realized that there was no food.. and the mommy was jumpin up and down trying to knock the lid of so she could excape..
Well anyways.. i have this great fear of rats or rodents of any type.. but i was the only one awake enuff to take care of the issues at hand.. grrr i thought as i looked into the aquarium.. and i tried for like 5 min to get the bottle outta the cage so i could fill it.. id lift the lid.. momma would jump toward the opening.. id close the lid.. well this happened like i said for 5 min or so.. finally i opened the lid.. grabbed the bottle.. and quickly closed the lid again.. filled the water bottle and then proceeded to try to put it back.. while trying to put it back it dropped to the bottom of the cage.. and there was no way i was puttin my hands in there with them creatures.. least not without gloves.. anyways.. i put on my winter gloves and then proceeded to try my damnedest to get the bottle from the bottom of this cage..id stick my hand in a lil ways and 3 or 4 of the rats would move in that general direction and id quickly pull my hand back..
*sweat pouring from my forehead.. and my breathing was elevated.. my heart was racing.. i just couldnt do it.. i was in pretty much a full blown panic attack.. so i lifted up the cage with the lid FIRMLY in place.. and carried it to my sis.. I woke her up and asked her to please get the bottle that i couldnt do it..  ... she rolled over grimmaced at me.. and then stuck her hand into the cage and got the bottle put it on the side where it belonged.. and petted the biggest rat and then replaced the lid..
I was so releived that she got the darned bottle outta the bottom of that cage.. Thanks sis..
Had it not been for my belief that all creatures great and small have a right to live, i would of let them darned rats be thirsty and hungry.. but i got this thing called a heart.. no matter if i hate the creature.. i had to make sure it had the bare essentials for life.
Moral of this story... im a scaredy cat that cant touch a rat 
now im laughing at myself.. im such a puss
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Christmas brings it back.. but i wont let it rule me
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Posted:Dec 4, 2005 10:29 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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So many times around this season I look back into my past.. to try to find some type of reasoning as to why i feel the way I do.. my kiddy almost annoying love for Christmas.. But the answers just arent there for me.. So many memories that i dont hold.. So many things that were long ago put behind me and cant be recalled. Maybe it is to my best interest that i cant.. but I will forever wonder about the depths of the memories that are forgotten.. I know around this time my sis seems to get edgy and less than seasonal.. i know she remembers things that my brain will not for some reason allow me to remember.. but u know.. what matters to me is that I will not lay down and let my past rule me.. I will not give in to what i think might possibly be a very dark and destitute past.. I refuse to be ruled by it.. that is the main reason for my kiddy love for Christmas.. And this year.. when santa comes.. I might just let him in.. yay..
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I Love my Sis
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Posted:Dec 3, 2005 4:48 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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For so many years My sister and I were pitted against eachother .. and how we became so close is part of our healing process.. I personally had to become her friend in order to put a lot of the stuff from the past behind me.. And u know what.. if our blogs open one persons eyes that sexual abuse happens all the time to .. then so be it.. Maybe that will be one lil that dont have to grow up like we did. PPl may wonder y we are vague about our past.. well it is because, what we went thru, not many minds could handle.. most would end up in the state mental hospitals.. or worse yet would take matters into their own hands.. We have gone beyond both of those and decided to help others realize that after the type of events that happened to us you can still be sane and live semi-normal lives.. I have risen above our past by becoming exactly what I have always wanted to be ( a mom, a friend, and a professional cosmetologist/instructor) and sis has risen above the past also ... This is why we are so close. I am so glad that Sis decided to come home.. I have enjoyed her company more than I ever have. I feel bad for all that she had to go thru in order to come home.. but she knows now something she didnt really know before now.. She always has a home as long as I have a home.. I love my sis. We are two black eyed susans..just trying to make it in this ole world..  WE WILL SURIVIVE..no matter what obsticles are put in our path..
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Not for the soft hearted...
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Posted:Dec 2, 2005 11:16 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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I want to look outside..
but the blinds are all down..
I want to smell the fresh air
but the windows are all nailed shut
I want a drink of milk
but there is a padlock on the fridge
A little tiger in a cage
And where is the key
Its in his pocket
I want to be free
I want to eat with the family
but im stuck in my room for the day
I want to go outside
but im to bad to get to play
I want to go with friends
but i have to be here
A tiger in a cage
And where is the key
Its in his pocket
I want to be free
I want to be a little girl
but he stole that from me
I want to be innocent
but that will never be
I want to be a virgin
but forget it.. im fucked
A tiger in a cage
That wanted to be free
I prayed for his death
God gave that to me..
I want to have trust in love
the bastard took that too
I want to see me happy
forget it girl its taken from u
I want to excape my past
but he will never go away
A tiger in a cage
And where is the key
burried in his pocket
I will never be free...
too many things involved in this poem to explain it all.. but if u have ever been there.. then u know and there is no need to explain.. this poem was my life then and is sometimes my life now.. the pain of the past i can never totally leave behind.. my daily motto is "One day at a time"
Many wonder why that im not a loon.. I know the answer... it is because "Im a survivor" and i will never let my past hold me down.. Im too damned strong for that.. and besides.. i never asked for any of that shit to happen.. he was just one sick bastard.. and im glad that he is a dead man..
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If you loved the photos so much ???
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Posted:Dec 1, 2005 6:59 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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If u loved the photos so much.. then why no comments.. the comments are what i thrive on to continue to show off my photos.. if u want to see more photos.. like i have posted in the past.. then tell me.. I need to hear what u think..
An exobitonist like myself loves the comments and the attention.. it is the real reason we like to show off.. so comment away.. to keep me going..
Tell me what happened in this photo and i might show u a human photo.. maybe.. if your stories are good enuff..
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Pic perve week cut short
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Posted:Nov 30, 2005 8:07 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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This is my last pic perve for a while.. due to lack of pics for you to perve and lack of responses.. anyways.. lets see how many juicy stories i get outta this photo.. then i will go back to a regular blog..
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pic perve week (day3)
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Posted:Nov 29, 2005 10:11 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2006 9:35 am
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Ok.. so what happened here.. give me your best juicy story..
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Day two Pic Perve week
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Posted:Nov 28, 2005 8:40 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Here is another interesting photo for you to come up with a story for.. doing good so far.. How steamy can u get with this photo???
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Pic perve week.. (add comments here)
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Posted:Nov 28, 2005 8:28 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Here is another pic to perve.. Tell me what u think might of happened in this scenerio.. Make it spicy and interesting..
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another pic to perve
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Posted:Nov 27, 2005 3:22 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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a thousand more words for you.. hehehe..
Man i love to tease my sis.. see if you can decide exactly the senerio that happened here in this photo.. tell me what u think happened.. SIS, NO TELLING... SHHH
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nuttin honey
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Posted:Nov 26, 2005 6:00 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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got nuttin to say so u can say whatever u want about this picture....and i didnt give her nuttin either....
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Santa fer my sis.
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Posted:Nov 26, 2005 6:56 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Thanks to my wonderful sis, I was able to put up my christmas tree last night and get it all decorated and stuff.. Now where is that big fat elf called Santa.. I really need him this year.. I want to introduce him to my sis.. She needs a good man.. figure a man that gives everyone stuff would be perfect for her cause she would never be without again.. And She would be warm and cozy and im sure he is a loving man as he gives all the lil kiddies gifts every year without fail.. yep that would be perfect for her.. A loving honest man, who is giving and never fails.. (now i wonder what size his C*** is.. ) hehehehe ewwwwweeeee never even thought of santa like that before.. *smacks self.. ok well.. hope it is nice enuff for sis..
Feel free to comment on this.. I gotta hook her up cause she is the most wonderful sis a gal could have.. I just wonder if there is another man out there that would treat her like my man treats me.. Where are you Santa?
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