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Abandonment Issues - An Update and a Twist
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Abandonment Issues - An Update and a Twist After the pounding I took last week, I’ll be honest and say this past weekend was pretty much shit, mostly spent wallowing in self-pity. I invited my blowjob rule exception friend over for some pie and dirty sex but found my sex drive in the toilet. Which is rather unusual because she and I always have rockin’ sex; never disappointing. I had already reached via phone and email out to the woman mentioned in my previous post (#2 with abandonment issues) to no effect (and no response). Having accumulated a fair amount of experience with those possessing abandonment issues, I wrapped up the ‘do you realize what you’re doing and that you’re not making sense’ arguments in my head very quickly. While I was still pissed and depressed, I was moving on. In fact, I woke up in a surprisingly good mood today. However, I couldn’t walk away from her without one final college try, even though they’ve never been successful in the past. So, a carefully crafted email was sent just before lunchtime today. Again, having amassed a fair amount of experience with AI, I knew that note would fall on deaf ears. Within ten minutes of sending the note, I was proven wrong! She was miffed about my calling her on her AI and concerned about other things that were non-issues, used as fodder to push me away, but there was dialogue. I sat there, figuratively nodding my head, and asked the one question that mattered, ‘do you want to see me again?’ Yes, and we are tomorrow night. I fully realize I’m signing up for more mixed messages and being pushed away. I know how I feel, when I’m with her, and that she feels the same. I’ll just have to weather her being chilly, when we’re not together, knowing that she’s protecting herself, and work like hell to gain her trust. So, the question I know you’re asking yourself is whether she’s worth the aggravation. Honestly, that remains to be seen, because we haven’t known each other that long. But she’s head and shoulders above anyone else I’ve dated, with respect to the connection we share. Plus, she ticks all the boxes on my 'desired partner checklist'. So, I’m willing to suffer a few minor bruises for the chance at something that could be off the charts great. Time will tell, I guess. Wish me a bit of luck, boys and girls. |
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