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Blogs > rm_bella_ > Confessions Of An Italian

What I Am  

rm_bella_ 54F
3313 posts
8/3/2007 5:34 pm
What I Am
I just read these little verses at the perfect time and now I am going to unload a little hostility.

Be who you are and say what you feel , because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.

Who am I you ask?
I am not a slut, I am not a lesbian, I am not straight, I am not bi.
I am not white, I am not mixed…There are no labels for what I am.
I do not lie, I do not hide, I look for things on the inside.
I can be your teacher or I can be your student, I am a leader but I will follow you.
I am a hunter but I can be your prey, I am hungry but I will feed you.
I want you, I need you, I will seduce you…maybe even abuse you but I will take nothing from you.

These things all though in verse are all true.
It’s all that I am and all that I am not that most understand or don’t want to understand. It bothers me when it is ignored or misconstrued or even abused. Those closest to me pretend it isn’t so, but really it is what it is. I am just me, with all my faults, all of my beauty and all of my ugliness. Take me or leave me the way I am.

That is just how I feel tonight. That is how I feel after being told to take my problems elsewhere, they do not want to be heard by whom is closest to me.

Be who you are and say what you feel , because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind….and if they do….fuck them.

I have learned a lot in the last year and a half. I have learned that my sensitivities are mine. I have learned that I cannot make everyone around me happy nor should I if I remain miserable as a result. I have learned that if you want something done it is better to do it yourself. And I have learned that what is in my heart is better left there rather than opening up a can of worms that is ready to overflow. The things that I learn day to day all through a simple word or unconscious action. I am not up for evaluation and criticism. I am me….take me or leave me the way I am.

Just a little rant . Ok, I feel much better now.

I know you don’t have to say it…its hard putting up with me isn’t it?

Thanks for listening.

Love bella
WhatsUrPleasur 63M

8/3/2007 8:41 pm

 Not hard at all putting up with you Bella - sorry you are in pain, but I'm glad you learned something from it...

Every day and every relationship is a challenge. Some challenges are worth the pain and some are not. You'll figure it out.
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digdug41 56M

8/4/2007 4:13 am

 I know how ya feel bellz I am having a tough time as of late but I will swing with the madness and not let it swing me
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sexymermaid6956 70F
26383 posts
8/4/2007 11:08 pm

 i will take you as you are...a intelligent..soft and caring person who is sensual and most of all a real beauty...
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Seduce my mind and my body


bad_assed_witch 109F
33758 posts
8/5/2007 1:11 pm

 have learned that I cannot make everyone around me happy nor should I if I remain miserable as a result.

wonderful post .Thanks for sharing .
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rm_nordtau 76M
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439 posts
4/10/2009 1:02 am

 you are a dust particle in the universe, but i am interested on you.
nord


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