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I Am A Hardcore Addict
I Am A Hardcore Addict Okay, I know I had a bad day yesterday and in all seriousness sometimes when I feel really bad I turn to something that comforts me. Don't we all? Some people do drugs, others turn to finding a lover. I have not done any of these things but rather I turned to my one nemisis that leads me down the road of evil without it even being an issue for me. It is well documented that I have a severe problem with chocolate. Ok, I am a cheap chocoholic. Even bad chocolate will due just fine. I like dark, I prefer milk, I like chocolate milk, chocolate covered prezels, twix bars, caramilk bars, dove chocolate and chocolate covered almonds. But I have one true passion that began when I was a little girl and it is still my one true love above all. Nutella. My love affair with Nutella began in elementary school. My mother would make me a sandwich for lunch. I would open the bread and lick off the chocolate spread then throw the bread away. Ohhh yes, I was that hardcore even at that age. Over the years the addiction became stronger. I went from licking Nutella off bread to using just a spoon, I would refridgerate it so not to consume so much. These days my facination with the tasty treat has reached an all time high. I buy 3 jars at a time. I hide them hoping in my sleep I will not be able to find them. I keep them out of the fridge and I use a big spoon! So last night I was feeling pretty low. I fell asleep and awoke with a desire for something bad. I went straight to the Nutella. I took a big spoon and the jar and got into bed. I ate, I licked the spoon, my dogs helped along and fell back asleep once I felt satisfied. Doesn't my world look good at this point? Well, it was until my firefighter friend called from outside my door close to midnight. I ran in my little silk slip to answer the door. I was talking and acting all cool until he started laughing at me. I ran to the mirror and there I was. I hit rock bottom. My chin and around my lips were full of Nutella like a drunk woman with bad lipstick. My nighty was dirtier than hell and my dogs helped with that. I checked my sheets and well...I had to change the bedding. I need an intervention....after I finish the other 2 jars. Is it just me with these desires? bella |
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LOL, don't worry hun. we all have our guilty little pleasures and that is ok. don't even worry about it. we all need our own little release from time to time whatever it is.
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4/22/2009 6:30 pm |
"I went from licking Nutella..." Bella...I hear licking chocolate off of 'chocolate' is delicious! Have you ever tried licking Nutella off of a medium 'chocolate' chest (or medium 'chocolate' ummm...)? If not, I'd be glad to be your first experience. "Anything is good if it's made of chocolate." ~Jo Brand
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Bellina, I have been eating nutella since I was a kid. Hazelnut and chocolate is the best. The last time I ate it, it was room temperature and I ate the whole jar while watchin a movie late at night. Since dieting I havent eaten it since that day. I just cant eat a little, I have to have alot but then again I do everything in abondanza. My other evil is Pistachio ice cream. I better stop before I raid the cabinets like in the movie Fatso. My place [blog JaybytheSea4]
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NUTELLA IS AWESOME!!!!! Ill lick or eat it anywere! Looking for fun or trouble can sometimes end up being the same thing.....
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Ahuh Ahuh No spread in the store I need more, I meditate on the spread Coming down with such dread, With the choco we be gone, no nestle Eat more any weather And Cadbury's not better, nutella, An anticipation, for my apetite of destruction. And supplies for rainy days Jay, Rain Man waiting for little spread Sunshine Nutella where you at? Don't like it dark Just with a little hint of nut May be in sandwhiches But you'll still be in the Spar! Baby you're on my shelf I just can't help myself And that's when I over endulge You're mine coz I'll never share Because I don't like Cadbury or Nestle, Coz you my friend are most tasty Said I'll always buy your brand whether it be snack bites, they're on demand! Now that I'm eating more than ever Know that you're my greatest pleasure Just gimme some more nutella Just gimme some more nutella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Gimme some more nutella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Gimme some more nutella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Gimme some more nutella (Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh) Other products, will never come in between You're part of my shopping list, And even my e-bay list! When the stores has closen down I moan and jump around When the store is shut, I'm sorry that I've let you down Because I don't like milk, I like it creamy Tasting all the more, more dreamy! Said I'll always buy your brand whether it be snack bites, they're on demand! Now that I'm eating more than ever Know that you're my greatest pleasure Just gimme some more nutella Just gimme some more nutella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Gimme some more nutella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Gimme some more nutella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Gimme some more nutella (Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh) I love this chocolate spread Anything else, I'd rather be dead! Give me some bread! I'll keep dreaming of nutella oh, So go on let the spread pour It'll be all you need and more Because I don't like Cadbury or Nestle, Coz you my friend are most tasty Said I'll always buy your brand whether it be snack bites, they're on demand! Now that I'm eating more than ever Know that you're my greatest pleasure Just gimme some more nutella Just gimme some more nutella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Gimme some more nutella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Gimme some more nutella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Gimme some more nutella (Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh) It's gorgeous Ooh baby it's gorgeous Baby I'll run to you Run into you It's gorgeous Oh baby it's gorgeous Sex is a part of nature. I go along with nature. Marilyn Monroe
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TELL ME ABOUT IT I'd be chiseled steel if I could cut out Hershey kisses and bars and snickers and M&Ms and....ok I have to go get another one. Aut viam inveniam aut faciam Tips for Guys to Meet Women Things i miss most about relationships
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I'm confused. When did chocolate become bad for you? Isn't it one of the basic food groups?
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4/22/2009 9:39 pm |
Protein and anti oxidants are in Nutella so don't worry about eating it. Maybe not in bed unless your firefighter is feeding it to you.
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hahaha Bella, you and 90% of women. All my friends, dates, my former wife, my mother - all of them have the same problem. Or maybe it isn't a problem except that one jar has like, what 7000 calories? There is an excellent book for sugar addicts that my former girlfriend bought. She said it helped her alot - Total Recovery or something like that. You should look it up on Amazon or Chapters. They say it helps a lot with mood swings too. Big hugz ...BoySixFoot... ----------------------------------------------------------- Simple truth: Who says the truth is simple? -----------------------------------------------------------
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4/22/2009 10:11 pm |
...and there's something wrong with this? this is perfectly normal behaviour i do believe.. in fact, i have a box full of decadent delights i picked up from the french bakery yesterday, ok... not all of it is chocolate as i will give equal time to pastries too especially a napoleon!
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4/22/2009 10:15 pm |
LOL...YOU are beyond help GF....YOU nutella junkie YOU!!! Now pass the jar, will You? LOL That is such a cute story...when FireFighter saw You, LOL TASTE LIFE IN ALL IT'S FLAVOUR
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Cheers to all these little vices we all treasure so much! I love chocolate too!
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Sounded erotic in your description --- I warrant it be a vice you keep for yourself and of course, your pleasure.
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How is it you relate with that special someone!!! We are Relational Beings and How to Communicate A moment of lust does not equal The eternity of true LOVE Keep your heart true and pure Get it RIGHT Or get LEFT
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4/23/2009 12:32 am |
I understand, to have the creamy, delicious Bella smearing my lips and face and all over my bedsheets is really one desire I cannot resist...oh wait, you said "Nutella". oops.
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for me its chocolate whatever lol if its chocolate and in front of me move your hands outa the way
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MMMMM...Nutella! Now you are talking! I'd love to lick Nutella from a hot, willing body! In the meantime...here is a little Nutella recipe for you. Soften some nutella, maybe mix in just a small quantity of cream if you don't plan on keeping them long, and also mix in some crushed biscuit (cookie). Form the mix into ball about 1" diameter and chill. Roll in some melted chocolate of your fave type and sprinkle with crushed nut. (Hazelnut or other.) I haven't made these for ages because I used to limit myself to two with a short black, and my coffee intake would go through the roof!
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4/23/2009 6:30 am |
I guess I better take my place in line behind you...I just opened a new jar of Nutella
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bella bella bella... ur skin looks creamy tan like a jar of nutella LOL keep up the great work bella baby its obviously working for you!! muah
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4/23/2009 9:47 am |
Hello, I'm Cis72 and I am a chocoholic too. I've been sober for about a day now ... Life is precious but it's one of the few things we get for free. Enjoy it every second! My blog : cis72
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4/23/2009 12:27 pm |
What - your fireman didn't offer to lick it off??? I've been weaning myself off a 2-litre-per-day Coke habit for the past couple of months.
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4/23/2009 1:26 pm |
Seen this huni & thought you There is something almost sinful in the pleasure you get as you unwrap a piece of chocolate and place it in you mouth. It is shinny almost satin appearance, the smooth feel of it melting on your tongue, while the taste spreads and tickles your taste buds. The aroma drifting up to fill your senses with the special pleasures only rich, sweet chocolate can give you. The sensation of melting healthy chocolate speeds up your heart beat and increases your brain activity. The chemicals in the chocolate react with the chemicals in your body. All this combines to give you feelings of pleasure and well being. It is like wrapping your brain in silk. Giving you relief from the stress and pains of everyday life. Chocolate does contain chemicals that act similar to pain killers and antidepressants. So how can you be hurting or down when you have that wonderful taste and feel of chocolate melting in your mouth. The same is true of drinking a hot steaming cup of cocoa. The warmth of the steamy aroma drifting up to your nose as you raise the cup to your mouth. Feeling that pleasant warmth spreading throughout your body from the first swallow to the last. Savouring chocolate candy and hot chocolate is definitely one of the most sensual pleasures you can experience with your taste buds. Chocolate is a welcome relief from lifeís stress. After all stressed turned around is desserts. And what better dessert is there than healthy xocai chocolate?
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omg freaking funny as hell lol you made me laugh!!!!that is hard to do nowadays LOL LOL at least it is healthy !!!
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I completely understand what you are going through I was clinically diagnosed with an addiction to chocolate...seriously! It was so bad that I would walk in a grocery store and steal a stack of giant chocolate bars, take them outside, eat them all and go back in for more. Terrible I know and that goodness I wasn't caught but my mother noticed me hiding wrappers around my room that she knew she didn't buy so I ended up confessing to my addiction and after seeking medical help, I was given a ton of Carob(artificial chocolate)to eat as I pleased. Well I tell you what, after eating as much as I could for about 3 months, I got so sick of it I quit chocolate cold turkey and didn't eat it again till I was much older. I still enjoy a little bite every so often, but not like when I was a "Chocolate Junkie" I don't think your addiction is as bad as mine was, so dig in to you jar of Nutella and enjoy Cause bird's have dreams too
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