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The Mystery That I Am
The Mystery That I Am So I have a friend that knows I am on this website and blog. She has stated that she would never because it leaves nothing to the imagination in regards to myself. My mother told me, my friend told me and others in my past have told me not to wear my heart on my sleeve and not to tell everyone my business. I have been told it is in my best interest to be a mystery to men and those alike. When I was younger I tried, I say I hate this behavior in a man and I dont think anyone deserves this treatment. This blog exposes everything about me, maybe not exactly as it did years ago when my blog first started, maybe it is in a different way now. I dont see the harm in it. I am who I am and I dont believe who I am has to be hidden as though I am wrong. So this is me....this is who I am, and I dont want to be a mystery. I am open about almost everything...well maybe absolutely everything...I am not even 100% sure and I want to remain this way to my friends and I am always open to answer any questions and for my actions. Enough of that...just a little update...P90X is kicking my ass! I am in pain and love it. And I thought I was working out at the gym, I was wrong! Going to go read a little then eat a little dinner. |
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There is nothing wrong with it so long as you don't give away vital information. Aut viam inveniam aut faciam Tips for Guys to Meet Women Things i miss most about relationships
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3/10/2009 6:51 pm |
You are open and honest yet a little mysterious it all keeps me intrigued. The more I learn about you the more I like you. You are teaching me through your blog to be more open myself, and it feels good. I really like your blowing like that in your picture. Enjoy your reading and your dinner. If I were closer I'd offer to gently massage your sore muscles.
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3/10/2009 7:05 pm |
I've just started reading your blogs (and of course viewing your pictures). All I can say about the first part of your post is no matter how much you write in your blog there is till a part of you we do not know or see. There will always be a part of you reserved for yourself and/or those you physically interact with o a daily basis. If blogging is what you want to do, and that includes revealing certain things about your life, then do what makes you happy as long as you're safe about it...and for heaven's sake DON'T stop posting the pictures! As for the P90X, it may be kicking your 'ass' but from my view, and I;'m giving it a thorough examination, your ass is holding up VERY well. [image]
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I used to be mysterious. I thought that having a mystique around me would be beneficial to me. Turns out, I'm the wrong guy for that. In a few ways, I'm still sort of an enigma. If I'm happily married, why do I still like metal with violent lyrics? It's a part of me. Always has been. I'm a self proclaimed outcast and I'll never change. It's what makes me me. Come into my realm! You aren't afraid...are you?
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VIDE INFRA - Killswitch Engage I have opened my eyes to see the world that surrounds me daily I refuse to be led by the majority can't compromise I and I to pass judgment judgment will be passed upon you I have opened my eyes to see the world that surrounds me daily I refuse to be led by the majority can't compromise I and I to pass judgment judgment will be passed upon you I will stand up for who I am (never moved) never moved by condemnation no one is placed higher than another no matter race or creed or gender we must teach forgiveness and compassion for all life through understanding of our differences we will find respect for one another because we are all flesh and blood no one is placed higher than another no matter race or creed or gender we must teach forgiveness and compassion for all life I'm not afraid to speak my mind no matter the consequences stay true to myself through the humble eyes of a child we will realize true equality they can not take me from me they can not take you from you they can not take I from I they can not take I from I they can not take me from me they can not take you from you they can not take I from I Sex is a part of nature. I go along with nature. Marilyn Monroe
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actually Bella, what you say in your blog shows your innate humanity, exposes you as a sensual feeling person, and retains a certain mysterious quality since we in blogland may never know the whole of you-my heart and my groin ache when I read your blogs-do what you feel, it's OK because it helps you and it helps us to understand our sensitivity and humanity as well
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3/10/2009 10:05 pm |
All that matters is how You feel about it...we can't please everyone so may as well do what pleases us... I am a deep well and it requires a discerning man to draw my secrets out...yet on one hand...my child like attitude and things I share in my blog is very much who I am...there are many facets of me just as am sure You have as well... hugs and nite Sweetie TASTE LIFE IN ALL IT'S FLAVOUR
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3/10/2009 10:19 pm |
It is up to each individual to determine their own comfort zone and please themselves before worrying about what others think or say. Do what makes you happy.
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3/11/2009 1:34 am |
What is truly mysterious is why Ellen is a Cover Girl comsmetics model.
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3/11/2009 6:36 am |
Good for you Bella. Thats what I like about you. Your confidence in who you are. Don't ever change Have a spectacular day, Micky
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3/11/2009 8:07 am |
I agree with you. This way if you make a connection with someone special, they know the real you, and there are no surprises. I'm sure you would want the same from them. I'm glad the workout is working. Rikki
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3/11/2009 8:14 am |
too much mystery is boreing, you have a tasteful balance... also known as "teasing" ...and THAT is hot! you keep doing what you do and what you like to do, other's opinions do not matter.
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3/11/2009 9:27 am |
Hey B, I don't want to get off subject. But, tell me about P90X. I don't mind the pain as long as I'm being motivated. Is it for real?
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just be yourself Bella my friend...hugs sweetie ...i love you just the way you are!!!!
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Being mystery woman can be challenge to others. Nothing wrong with that. As long you don't give away personal information. You're comfortable expressing yourself on the blog by being yourself. As for P90X, I have seen their ads and commercials, I personally think would kill me all together.
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3/11/2009 2:26 pm |
Hi Bella.......everyone is unique and has to be able to fit in their own skin......recommendations from friends are great.....but you always to be yourself to be in balance with yourself................ If you agree with comments you are understanding within you that you may want to change in some way, form...whatever.....if you do not feel comfortable with comments(goes against persona grain) then you stay the way you are............. THE CAT..........................................................
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3/11/2009 4:21 pm |
As you know I wear my feelings on my sleeves in my blog whether it be good bad or ugly you just keep being you.
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3/11/2009 5:03 pm |
To wear ones feelings on their shirtsleeves can be detrimental in so many ways. Guess thats why I'm glad I don't give a shit what anyone thinks of me. I am what I am because of me. Blogging on here does have its benefits. It give people a chance to get things off their chest or just a simple thought. And not to mention the special "bond" some develop through this.
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very nice ass like italian ass
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Trying to get caught up here... Ballroom dancing.. I wear baggy pants for ballroom when I dance. Gas is not a problem for a "real man" because he will just make a game out of it to prove he can out rip you Wearing ones heart on a sleeve.... being a mystery... keeping things hidden... Personally, I always thought that honesty was the best policy. On such a place such as this I would keep my location secret if I were female but I cannot understand people who want to hide stuff because a lie by ommission is still a lie I think. I had a dream my life would be So different from this hell I'm living So different now from what it seemed Now life has killed the dream I dreamed RAInBow
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3/15/2009 8:03 am |
I been wanting to do that P90X thing. How long have you been on it?
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I have enjoyed not only what you share, but the way you share it. While your pictures boldly reveal the beauty of your body, your words reveal the mysteries of your mind as you share the moments of your life that you feel comfortable putting into your blog. The fact that reveal so much says to me that you feel very comfortable with your body, your thoughts and your feelings as you enjoy experiencing them and exploring them with others here. You have so much to offer in so many ways, and if I were closer I'd certainly want to get to know more of you, and meet live and in person. But it is certainly a pleasure to get to know more about you and how many sexy and special attributes you have shared here. Your openness is appreciated on many levels. Thanks for all that you are willing to share.
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3/18/2009 3:25 am |
I have only just joined CityHookups.com, and found you iin the blogs. Bella, you have blown me away. I have enjoyed reading your entries and look forward to reading more. bona fortuna.
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This is the real reason for have a sexy blog....anything can't have the 100% about us without sex...because 99% of the times is the 99% of us.
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are you busy with that fire man!!!! i hope so my friend
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