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Clusterfuck
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Clusterfuck Yes, Clusterfuck. That is the only word I can use to describe my day. What constitutes a clusterfuck? When many things go wrong at a time. The day started well, I woke up and I always have to thank a higher power just for that. I got to work and realized I hadn't booked appointments today. Just as the realization hit me, my cell phone rang. I had forgotten the appointment with the guys that were going to clean my furnace and ducts. I rushed home and got into a fender bender, nothing serious just serious enough to knock out the guy in front of me and his rear lights. You'd figure that was enough but it doesn't end there. The guys cleaned my ducts (almost sounds sexual no?) and then my home became hotter than hell. Trying to cool off was a task so I removed all my clothes and sat in front of a fan, naked. Then the doorbell, it was Purolator. I got dressed quickly but didn't make the door in time so now I have to wait until tomorrow to pick up my package. Enough you say? Don't put us through anymore pain? I can't stop now! I had time on my hands and decided to go tanning. It was fine until I got into the tanning bed and then had an anxiety attack. Screw the tanning. I left in a hurry. Leaving I forgot my sunglasses and cellphone. So now I am home for good. I couldn't let my puppies out onto the deck to peeps because my patio door is frozen. They peeped on my subwoofer. I am scared to take a bath thinking I might drown. I am scared to go to sleep because who knows what will happen. Sorry to be so rude just talking about myself and not asking you about your day. Hi honeys, how are you's? How was your day?  |
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 Feeling a lot better after reading about your absolutely boring "normal" day.  just pray that it ain't gonna be the start of "Groundhog Day"  ...  now, that would be a clusterfuck !!!Take care hun, and may your days, get better and only improve !! much love,   Edward  I won't argue with my inferiors  ~
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3/2/2009 5:49 pm |
I don't know what to say, Bella. I will remember you in my prayers and hope things turn around for you. Take care, dear. Rikki
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3/2/2009 6:12 pm |
I'll act as life guard while you take a bath. Wash your back too. Keep an eye on things while you had a good sleep. Or you could wear a life jacket. If the dogs peed on the door it might have thawed it enough to go out. Why do packages come at inconvenient times? My day started in a daze, became snafu central, went to fubar island in the cargo hold and ended up okay. My email wouldn't send, my cheque wasn't processed and Michael Ignatieff asked me for money. Hope the rest of the week is perfect or reasonable facsimile thereof.     
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3/2/2009 6:18 pm |
WHOA BELLA..............you need some rest........you need some relaxation time my dear....a get away....forget the problems.....come back refreshed.......even if it a day spoiling yourself at a spa or something...........CLUSTERFUCK is a great word.....do you do any kind of exercising....really good for both mental and physical anxiety......is you brain in a racing mode at times ...hard to get rid of the thoughts....concentration hard....consumed by negative or problem thinking....etc. etc. Fuck everything else and start to focus on you.....SWEAR....too much on your mind with all that has happened.... Alot of bad happened to you today but it is just a "day".....all days are different....Forge forth...grap that confidence ...head held high....walk with confidence.....you have that in you ...there is no doubt in my mind....you have made it through a lot and survived.......tomorrow think as positive as you can....and meet the world being in charge of you and your surroundings..... or be like this cat wear sunglasses and wear an ipod with ac/dc blaring..."nine lives....cats eyes" Take care of yourself my dear.....i think we should meet one day for a coffee or something.....i'd like to help here if i can....... MEOW>>>>>MEOW...........THE CAT..............RON.....long winded i know but what can i say.......... If you have an ipod use it ....can clear those thoughts.....swear.... If you want to chat send me a note.....Your Friend RON..........aka THE CAT........
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3/2/2009 7:02 pm |
Hi Bella........E-MAIL FROM THE CAT SENT TODAY>>>>CAN"T MISS IT PLEASE READ>>>>>>IMPORTANT................... MEow to you and Ciao..........The CAT...............RON.........
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3/2/2009 7:22 pm |
When Murphy hits...it doesn't stop at one thing....he's a cruel bastard ain't he....thank goodness it is another day tomorrow....sleep well Hun... hugs TASTE LIFE IN ALL IT'S FLAVOUR
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3/2/2009 7:53 pm |
All I can say is: SEX, and lots of it, and a couple of stiff drinks. Repeat as necessary.
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3/2/2009 8:53 pm |
For that second date, maybe your fireman friend can massage some of your anxiety away...  And here, all *I* had to worry about today was whether or not my claim for Unemployment Benefits will be allowed. (I think I qualify for a new series of payments... but I'm not entirely sure.  )
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3/2/2009 10:49 pm |
don't worry, they come much worse than those do and at least you didn't have one of "THOSE" days. mine was crappy too but it ended with a real deal chocolate eclair, a totally real deal napoleon and a serious chunk of 100% greek made baklava...it don't get much better than that! ...That which does not kill me merely pisses me off!... 
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Could have been better but it is more or less over now, there's always tomorrow.
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3/3/2009 3:56 am |
My day yesterday was just peachy. I just got home from work and I'm making coffee for my lady so she doesn't have to. Ya know I was reading your last post over the weekend and my son came in the room and saw your picture I thought his eyes were going to pop out of his head it was just too funny bellz. You have a new fan, My son roaming the cyber streets of blogland  
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3/3/2009 6:07 am |
Hope you have a better day today. Some days it don't pay to get out of bed.
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3/3/2009 8:41 am |
Bella , Bella , Bella , I was hoping to read of only good things happening to you  If it would help, I would be willing to sacrifice myself to the Gods by throwing myself into the mouth of Mount Vesuvius in exchange for them smiling down on you  If you want to take me up on my offer, you know where to find me. Hope you have a marvelous day, Micky
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Thanks for the hug! I am glad you survived!
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I'll act as life guard while you take a bath. Wash your back too. Keep an eye on things while you had a good sleep. Or you could wear a life jacket. If the dogs peed on the door it might have thawed it enough to go out. Why do packages come at inconvenient times? My day started in a daze, became snafu central, went to fubar island in the cargo hold and ended up okay. My email wouldn't send, my cheque wasn't processed and Michael Ignatieff asked me for money. Hope the rest of the week is perfect or reasonable facsimile thereof.
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WHOA BELLA..............you need some rest........you need some relaxation time my dear....a get away....forget the problems.....come back refreshed.......even if it a day spoiling yourself at a spa or something...........CLUSTERFUCK is a great word.....do you do any kind of exercising....really good for both mental and physical anxiety......is you brain in a racing mode at times ...hard to get rid of the thoughts....concentration hard....consumed by negative or problem thinking....etc. etc. Fuck everything else and start to focus on you.....SWEAR....too much on your mind with all that has happened.... Alot of bad happened to you today but it is just a "day".....all days are different....Forge forth...grap that confidence ...head held high....walk with confidence.....you have that in you ...there is no doubt in my mind....you have made it through a lot and survived.......tomorrow think as positive as you can....and meet the world being in charge of you and your surroundings..... or be like this cat wear sunglasses and wear an ipod with ac/dc blaring..."nine lives....cats eyes" Take care of yourself my dear.....i think we should meet one day for a coffee or something.....i'd like to help here if i can....... MEOW>>>>>MEOW...........THE CAT..............RON.....long winded i know but what can i say.......... If you have an ipod use it ....can clear those thoughts.....swear.... If you want to chat send me a note.....Your Friend RON..........aka THE CAT........
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Hi Bella........E-MAIL FROM THE CAT SENT TODAY>>>>CAN"T MISS IT PLEASE READ>>>>>>IMPORTANT................... MEow to you and Ciao..........The CAT...............RON.........
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All I can say is: SEX, and lots of it, and a couple of stiff drinks. Repeat as necessary.
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For that second date, maybe your fireman friend can massage some of your anxiety away... And here, all *I* had to worry about today was whether or not my claim for Unemployment Benefits will be allowed. (I think I qualify for a new series of payments... but I'm not entirely sure. )
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don't worry, they come much worse than those do and at least you didn't have one of "THOSE" days. mine was crappy too but it ended with a real deal chocolate eclair, a totally real deal napoleon and a serious chunk of 100% greek made baklava...it don't get much better than that!
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You are so inspirational...Thanks so much for this comment.
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My day yesterday was just peachy. I just got home from work and I'm making coffee for my lady so she doesn't have to. Ya know I was reading your last post over the weekend and my son came in the room and saw your picture I thought his eyes were going to pop out of his head it was just too funny bellz. You have a new fan, My son 
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Bella , Bella , Bella , I was hoping to read of only good things happening to you If it would help, I would be willing to sacrifice myself to the Gods by throwing myself into the mouth of Mount Vesuvius in exchange for them smiling down on you If you want to take me up on my offer, you know where to find me. Hope you have a marvelous day, Micky 
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3/3/2009 9:33 pm |
Ohhhh, you are the devil in disguise! You know I love sweets! )pastries are my weakness... especially a good napoleon, or canolli, and then, there's chocolate -- the most important food group of them all lol! ...That which does not kill me merely pisses me off!...
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Bella..now that was one lousey day my friend...sorry to hear about it..cluster F87K for sure... i did send you an email on how to deal with the aniety attacks...i hope it helped in any way!!! you will turn it all around!!!!hugssssss Nan   []   Seduce my mind and my body
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