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Sexually Ugly
Sexually Ugly Yesterday was a difficult time at work. Apart from all the questions and pulling aside my fellow employees did all day, I had this horrendous headache that still just wont quit. Everyone was very supportive as I made light of it saying "you should have seen the other guy!" I took the day off today or rather everyone insisted I take the day off. It has worked out well as the bruising on my face and arms is looking worse than before. I can't stand to look at myself as it makes me feel so sad. I am scared more than anything. Last night around 11:00 I received a phone call. I picked up the phone and all I heard was a male voice whispering "bitch." I hung up and automatically thought it was him. But I didn't give him my number so I let it slide off my shoulders and went to check all my doors were locked. Then another call saying "." I immediately called my friend and told her what was happening. She confessed that she had given him my number. I called my friend Nick and told him what had happened. I am so grateful he insisted on staying with me. He came armed with a carton of Ben and Jerry's and some chocolate. Do my friends know me or what? He stayed with me all night and the best part about it was that it was a non sexual night even though we have this chemistry that cannot be denied. He layed down beside me and we just waited for the phone to ring so he could blast whomever it was. I looked at him and asked if I was ugly. Then he started: Your so ugly when you sit in the sand the cats try to bury you. Your so ugly that when you were born, the doctors slapped your parents. Your so ugly you make blind cry. Your so ugly your mama tied a porkchop around your neck to get the to play with you. There were more but those are all I remember. I fell asleep laughing and safe. What comes next I don't know. I don't know if it was him, conincidence or just bad timing of some pranksters. I do know that I don't like this game someone is playing with me Everyone says be strong but for some reason something gets in the way and makes it more difficult, or is it that my mind is wandering? I have never been a lucky girl. I just don't want to be beat up again...that is my fear. ps...ugly jokes accepted. |
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you my darling could never ever be ugly...well maybe in a coyote ugly way my good god your pic is both stunning yet vulnerable looking... you need call display my friend....that is what you need..and to record the beast...then take that to the police deportment... i am happy your friend was with you...it is good to have a close friend like that yummy chocolate..move over and pass me the ben and Jerrie's ice cream... oh no...sorry i have no ugly jokes to pass along to you just a big hug and stay your ground ..it will all turn our ok!!!!
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2/3/2009 10:14 am |
Hey bella don't worry about that and don't let this one incident rule you. If whoever it is wants to play games then you need to always keep somefriend on the other side of the law to fuck his ass up! and good too I'm glad you do have friends who will be there for ya. And you know you're far from ugly take care luv if I were in Canada I'd take care of Mr.Slap happy for ya with out a doubt.
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Bella.... why are you still calling that woman who gave the guy your number 'friend'.... I was one of the people who advised you to report him and I did that for a few reasons: 1. to let him get away with would of put you down into a 'victim' mindset... someone goes outside the law and fucks with you, you prosecute them within the law... you get the resolation that you need and justice is served. 2. he might attack other women. There is no point prosecuting him if you are then going to allow that person to treat you like this.... so, what can you do about the phonecalls? - Contact the police officer who took your statement and tell them that you are receiving nuisance calls. They will pay the gentleman a call and have a word and tell him that if it were him that were making the calls they could trace him and make it worse for him... - Phone the telephone company and tell them... they can then trace any calls made to you (even if the caller attempts to hide their identity). It is difficult for you right now, because you have the fear of being attacked in your own home, bruising and the memory of pain. But your struggle is not just with him, it is with the fear that he gave you... do not allow that to overcome you, do not start to explain unusual events as 'coincidence'... and do not be fucked with. The right is with you, you do not live life scared, you are the one who is protected by the law... you are protected against being attacked in your house AND from receiving threatening and abusive phone calls... everytime that the dude tries to get at you make a note of it in your diary and report it back to the police... it will all go towards the case against him.
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2/3/2009 10:47 am |
No ugly jokes from me either...and believe you are far from being ugly from what I see you personify una bella raggaza... Diarize everything and put that sorry excuse for a male in a fucking cage where he belongs. Gods speed and Gods heeling.
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Call the phone company and explain everything and they can get a display of the number as well. It will just be one more charge you can have against the guy for court. You can also look into getting a display box for your home, and ask for a restraining order against the guy. I have to wonder at your friend's motives in giving this animal your phone number. Why would she do that?
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2/3/2009 1:24 pm |
You may be bruised and in pain but you aren't ugly. I'm sorry you went through this, I'm sorry anyone would go through this. I hope you get better soon, inside and out. I'm glad you have friends near by to help you. Hugs and stay safe.
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I'm not sure what I can add, so here this instead. ((((HUGS)))) Come into my realm! You aren't afraid...are you?
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2/3/2009 9:21 pm |
Ugly jokes you say.. hmmm... You're so ugly... nah, can't do it... I'd still fuck ya
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2/3/2009 10:47 pm |
Call your phone company tomorrow and get caller ID, then next time he calls you can let the police know. Fuck this asshole. ps- you're so ugly I'd kiss that beautiful ass of yours pss- that blog was reposted for you "B". Stay strong.
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It's good to hear you have a friend who can stay with you when you need him. As far as your friend giving out your number, she's not much of a friend. I never give out my friend's numbers without their permission. Take care Bella and rest well.
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What kind of friend would give that fucktard your phone number? To me, that's NOT a friend! Seriously, with friends like that who needs enemies. Teenagers are god's punishment for having sex!! Pan
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you my darling could never ever be ugly...well maybe in a coyote ugly way my good god your pic is both stunning yet vulnerable looking... you need call display my friend....that is what you need..and to record the beast...then take that to the police deportment... i am happy your friend was with you...it is good to have a close friend like that yummy chocolate..move over and pass me the ben and Jerrie's ice cream... oh no...sorry i have no ugly jokes to pass along to you just a big hug and stay your ground ..it will all turn our ok!!!!
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Call the phone company and explain everything and they can get a display of the number as well. It will just be one more charge you can have against the guy for court. You can also look into getting a display box for your home, and ask for a restraining order against the guy. I have to wonder at your friend's motives in giving this animal your phone number. Why would she do that?
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Grazie Marino, your a sweetheart.
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Call your phone company tomorrow and get caller ID, then next time he calls you can let the police know. Fuck this asshole. ps- you're so ugly I'd kiss that beautiful ass of yours pss- that blog was reposted for you "B". Stay strong.
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To be beautiful means already to be lucky and you're glorious. I'm sure you'll be fine. Don't worry, but continue to be safe. Ciao bella
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10/21/2011 1:29 pm |
In spite of all of the negativity, it was great that you had a friend like Nick to lean on. Sounds like a good guy.
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