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Something In the Air
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Something In the Air Do you ever just feel like sitting down in your cozy little spot with a good book or cd or laptop just so you can crawl into your own little world...quiet and simple away from everything you know, experience and live?......Well that explains me this evening. I have this melancholy....almost like a heavy heart and if someone were to ask me why I could not provide an answer. Maybe it is something in the air....or maybe it is just me. It has been raining all day and for the most part I love rain, the scent of the freshness, the newness of it all. But for some reason today and tonight the smell, the lighting and the feeling are transporting me somewhere I have been, somewhere I have seen, felt, loved, lost and left. I like to use the excuse that humidity and it is bad for my hair as a reason to remain in my own solitude....but that is a lie, one I cannot tell tonight....maybe because I just need a friend....plain and simple and nothing more. I seem to be thinking of the past....even logging into my blog and seeing my age upset me for a moment...I used to be a dancer, I used to be carefree, I used to be a lot of things......for the most part I just used to be....how I miss those days. I have my little puppies to snuggle beside tonight and I have some great reading in these blogs....reading to pass through whatever it is that has taken a hold of me.....remembering all that was bad and all that is good.....hope and thankful,ness for what is. My mother always always told me be happy for what you have and thankful for what you dont have....and that I will do.  |
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6/27/2008 7:07 pm |
Hey Bella sometimes times you need just to recharge for a day don't put to much into it. Tomorrow is a new day and a new start.
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 ((((((You need a Hug - or a bunch of them))))) Sex is a part of nature. I go along with nature. Marilyn Monroe
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I have days like that too..... lay in bed, not look at the computer or anything, just think about times in the past. But the next day I get up and get out and try again. And my doggie helps too. He looks at me with those eyes, and my heart melts and feels lighter.
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6/28/2008 4:16 am |
I've had my moments like that bellz but yanno I just think of it as peaks an valleys we go through alot of them through out life but its all good. oh btw check your mail. roaming the cyber streets of blogland  
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6/28/2008 4:35 am |
Bella, what we "used to be" is just the stuff that bought us to today. Keep the good times, discard the bad. All you have now are the unlimited and exciting times ahead and all those memories to guide you. PS- You look great languidly posed on your bed. I'd cuddle with you on any dreary rain filled night. PSS- I remember a long time ago, you sent me little "puzzle" pics of yourself. I loved that. Take care and be happy, xxx
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Bella I'm with you!! CLose to you!!! Think always positive... 
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WARNING: I am always void where prohibited by law. Theme song: Nina Simone - Sinnerman
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my beautiful friend...hope your a little brighter to day...age is a number and hun!!! holy shoot take a good look in the mirror wow...you are as your names says BEAUTIFUL  []   Seduce my mind and my body
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10/21/2011 11:01 am |
You can't ask the water to stop flowing or the seasons to quit changing. You and all of the rest of us are part of something big and mysterious. Enjoy the ride 'cause the bus isn't stopping.
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